GenuineGrace

Freaking angel! You ruined all our lives!

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:40:00 -0400

Freaking angel! You ruined all our lives!

Went to get coffee.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:37:12 -0400

Went to get coffee.

tears, tears, so many tears.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:35:04 -0400

tears, tears, so many tears.

Once Upon a Time|Season 2 Promo Photos. Cannot wait.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:32:08 -0400

Once Upon a Time|Season 2 Promo Photos.

Cannot wait.

This made me gasp and cry :(

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:29:58 -0400

This made me gasp and cry :(

doctorwho: Amelia.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:27:24 -0400

doctorwho:

Amelia.

youarethesongthatmakesense: pirateduckie: Aftershock: The Life...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:24:49 -0400

youarethesongthatmakesense:

pirateduckie:

Aftershock: The Life of a Fangirl [x]

Me after watching Grey´s Anatomy :(

Uh, me after watching Doctor Who. How could Moffat do that!!!

Photo

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:22:48 -0400

thecumbersmaug: For the love of God why!!!

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:21:21 -0400

thecumbersmaug:

For the love of God why!!!

idinamandalexclaudia: “Why did you lie to me?”“When one’s in...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:19:01 -0400

idinamandalexclaudia:

“Why did you lie to me?”
“When one’s in love with an ageless god, who insists on the face of a 12 year old, one does one’s best to hide the damage.”
“That must hurt.”
“Yes. The wrist is pretty bad too.
Stop it! Stop that! Stop it!”
“Better?”
“Well let’s see, shall we? That was a stupid waste of regeneration energy! Nothing is gained by you being a sentimental idiot. You embarrass me!”
~
“Never let him see the damage. And never, ever let him see you age. He hates endings.”

___________________________ My random musings and thoughts are below

Oh River.

The Doctor isn’t aging. And she is. Because she gave up her regenerations to him. THe process is going much slower than a it would in a human perhaps, but I think she can feel that she is aging. It was her choice, and she knows it, but it means that one day she will finally get old (unless she…you know…sacrifices herself to save the Doctor before that happens)

I can’t help but think that River is preoccupied with getting older while he remains ageless. That she is worried he will one day leave her behind when he sees her changing and aging. She is worried that he will notice, that he will see all the damage that time and her life have done to her (inside and out) and that he will no longer see her as ‘his bad girl’ as the ‘woman who killed the doctor’ as this force of nature who can stand toe to toe with him and do just about anything.

She is afraid that he will see her ending coming and that when he does, he will bolt.

So her reaction when he tries to help her is based on him seeing that damage, on him seeing her hurt but also him having seen into that crack in her armour she exposed (Yes. the wrist is pretty bad too.) And so rather than thanking him for helping her she is angry with herself for needing his help, angry that he ‘wasted’ regeneration energy on her. So she lashes out (nothing is gained from you being a sentimental idiot, you embarrass me!)

No matter what he does she will keep aging, so him using his regeneration energy on her to heal her feels so futile to her, he can’t change the fact that she will die and he won’t, he can’t give her back her regenerations. And that hurts more than her wrist every could.

They leave. Because they should. Or they find someone else. And...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:15:21 -0400

They leave. Because they should. Or they find someone else. And some of them…some of them forget me. I suppose in the end… they break my heart.

Some left me, some got left behind and some…not many but some, died.

The beginning and the end.

you look after him. you be a good girl and you look after him.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:13:07 -0400

you look after him. you be a good girl and you look after him.

and do one more thing for me; My life sucks right now.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:11:34 -0400

and do one more thing for me;

My life sucks right now.

“Every story has a beginning, a middle, and an end… but not...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:08:35 -0400

“Every story has a beginning, a middle, and an end… but not always in that order.”

And this story will stay with us forever.

I hate endings. Right in the freaking feels. Why must the...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:07:30 -0400

I hate endings.

Right in the freaking feels. Why must the world hate me?

Laughing through the tears

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:05:51 -0400

Laughing through the tears

Ehehehe sniff Sobbing over here.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:04:04 -0400

Ehehehe *sniff* Sobbing over here.

Watson :( we love you guys.

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 00:01:44 -0400

Watson :( we love you guys.

Amy, please, just come back into the TARDIS. Come along Pond,...

Sat, 29 Sep 2012 23:53:17 -0400

Amy, please, just come back into the TARDIS. Come along Pond, please.

My heart!!! D:

doctorwho: Happy Birthday David! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID!!! WE...

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 20:15:11 -0400

doctorwho:

Happy Birthday David!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!

PS. The second gif is my FAVORITE!!! He is so adorable.